Friday, April 23, 2010

不要 SHAKE liao!!!
:P

Saturday, April 17, 2010

If

If there were 40 hours between each sunrise, i could accomplish more.

If i won the lottery, i could spend with abandon.

If i danced since young, my technique would be better.

If i didn't give up so easily, i might be a good pianist.

If i carried on learning Chinese, i wouldn't miss out on the beauty of the stories and poems.

If he genuinely wanted me, we would be together by now.

If the sun rose from the West, the tables might be turned.

If i were a better student, i could still be on the Dean's list.

If i studied overseas, things might be different.

But,

If i had more time, i would still procrastinate.

If i had more money, i wouldn't know how to make good decisions.

If i spent my university life studying, i would come to regret it.

If i studied overseas, i wouldn't meet the best friends that i've come to love today.

If i didn't study in UM, i might not have embraced the beautiful art that is dance.

People spend too much time wishfully thinking of what might have been. Time to live in the present!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Dessert

They say that stressed is just desserts spelt backwards.
hah.

Been feeling very unaccomplished lately. I can't seem to concentrate properly on one thing, as i need to jump from one to another.

I NEED TO FOCUS!

The sheer craziness of late has made my emotions a swirl.
I don't know anymore if I'm happy or sad, excited or indifferent, lonely or contented, angry or passionate.

Small responsibilities like amendments to the flight bookings makes me wanna break down and cry. That some people don't share the workload yet want their equal share of fun irks me to no end.

Ended up overspending the other day, oops!
That's the problem of letting it all out at once.
It's the same pattern of everything else in my life. I jump from one extreme to another.

Is it a result of my suspected split personality?

Thursday, April 1, 2010

In point form

  1. The warmth of the laptop is comforting on a cold, sleepless night
  2. Missed Sim's class again, oh no...how am i going to catch up?
  3. Hit a dead end on the assignment..realized i have no idea how to solve the problem of woman's alimony. Duh, if i did i would already be a policy maker.
  4. I really need to learn how to drive.
  5. I really need to learn how to recognize roads.
  6. I really need to finish that assignment.