Ooops...it's already 2010.
My new year resolutions? I never make them. Maybe because i'm afraid i won't fulfil them.
Right now i'm in confused state. Confused about what i'm going to do with my life. What is the next step?
This semester i've been spending more time at dance department than in my own faculty. And i do feel more at home here. I can be myself, and do what i love. Being in econ fac is so....constraining. I don't LOVE it.
The parentals want me to furthur my studies. But i don't see the point, because no matter how much i achieve academically, i know that i wil throw it away in an instant to pursue my dreams.
What are my dreams? i don't know specifically.
I know that i want to dance.
Bellydance?
Not that sure actually.....i am not practicing, so perhaps i don't exactly have the passion for it.
Contemporary?
Not good enough.
Hip hop?
The lifespan of my career will be short, and i don't exactly have something unique to offer.
Add in unnecessary feelings of people, feeling alienated from those attached, alienating myself for no apparent reason, assignments i don't have the motivation to complete...
Welcome to my last semester of studies.
4 weeks left.
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